Soulmate

I could see my life and self, through that being's love. There was no negative in myself or from that being, for anything I had done, including killing myself.

My deed was changed by the power of the truth of love, with which it was seen. That loving grace, total acceptance, complete love and truth created a joy in me.

I saw that love was in me too, not just shining down on me; it was a part of myself. I was at peace with myself.

I could feel my spirit actually leaving my body. I saw and heard the conversations taking place outside my room, down the hallway.

I reached a point where I felt I had to make the choice whether to move back to life or onward to death. My best friend, my love, was there, who had died two days before, who was telling me to go back and and live my life fully.

"You have come to the edge. This is as far as you can go," He said, "You must go back now, you must live."

"Why can't I come with you, just let me. We are destined to be together, I want us to be together." I said.

I was really hurt that I couldn't stay and I just started screaming when I was losing him. He was dying and there was not a damned thing that I could do to stop it.

Then I heard him calling my name, "Pari."

When I looked into his eyes, all the secrets of the universe were revealed to me, I knew how everything works. I held his hand. He holds me in his arms, my head lying on his shoulders.

"No matter what happens in the future, just remember I'll always love you. I want you, Goddamn I want you more than my last fuckin' breath and I want to take your heart out, so it will only belong to me" I said.

"Now we will be together, forever!"

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