Apartheid

Pure life, before you see this simulating world, let me handle the sin and send you back to heaven.

With failure after failure, I learned to hide my emotions and intentions, so that no one sensed any danger when I approached. It was like playing dirty, but it was the only way to survive at that point.

An individual who is being different in some fundamental way is considered as the stranger. The others who are very much alike and don't bother to think much, they judge him. 

He is almost always seen as a lesser or inferior being and is treated accordingly. He may be considered as less intelligent or as immoral and sub-human.

I observed this fact and later it gradually become the part of my instinct. I was forced to believe that God has created me to fight for this life, dignity and freedom.

I held an invisible psychological barrier made up of false sense of self-esteem behind which I hide my true emotions and persona. Actually I was emotionally weak and felt repressed hate and contempt for everything around.

I have learnt that it isn't always to be forgiven by others, sometimes you have to forgive yourself. Accept your own flaws and fickleness to find some solace in the truth.

Intelligence can beat you with logic, emotions can drown you with tears, but you are just fine wherever you are, doing the right thing, every moment, extremely content and satisfied.

Are you really alive?

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